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I’m so lost
I feel so alone. I just want out of here.
A line from one my favorite movies:
Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here.
Please.
One year and two weeks ago, I seriously sprained my ankle. I was unable to walk on it for 4 weeks. Right before it happened though, on a whim I bought myself a necklace from www.silverjewelryclub.com. I didn’t love the necklace but it was a steal so I ordered it.
With my hurt ankle my mom had to drive me around everywhere. A couple days into my injury she brought me a package that had come in the mail for me. It was the necklace I had bought. I put it on.
I wore it throughout my injury. After 5 weeks I was improving. Wednesday April 21st was the first time I walked again. That Saturday I planned to leave on a trip to New York City. I went.
While in the Big Apple I met the my biggest music icons. I took pictures with my musical heroes. I wore that necklace. I still wasn’t in love with the necklace but after that day I never took it off. I couldn’t. You could see that necklace around my neck as I stood beside my heroes. (Seen in picture One)
It’s been a year and the necklace is dark, faded, and eroding. The back of it is starting to cause a reaction with my skin because I have worn down the finish on the silver. I’ve put nail polish on the back but I know I’m going to have to take it off and put it away soon. (Seen in picture Two)
On a whim tonight I visited that same website I was at over a year ago. Merchandise is put up for only 15 minutes, showcasing only 4 pieces at a time because the deals are so phenomenal. In the very first slot there was a necklace very similar to the one still around my neck. (Seen in picture Three)
I ordered it.
It’s different, yet the same. I hope with this comes another wonderful year of amazing and life changing experiences.
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I want this feeling.
Never let your head hang down. Never give up and sit down and grieve. Find another way. And don’t pray when it rains if you don’t pray when the sun shines.
I am kind of entirely infatuated with his music right now.
Whoa.
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This is so beautiful to me. I can’t stop listening.
“You’re so mean when you talk about yourself. You are wrong. Change the voices in your head. Make them like you instead.”
…I wish I could.
Do you ever wonder what you’re really worth?

It’s a bonus track from a new album. It deserves a lot more credit.
Absolutely Beautiful. Wow.
There is a personal Fitness Pact in the works. I have realized not only am I unfit but I also know very little about sports, so why not kill two birds with one stone. I plan to learn about and play as many different sports as I can think of. It will hopefully be both educational and helpful to my cardiovascular system. Nothing is set or decided but I am thinking this will be a good thing as long as my ankle doesn’t begin acting up. :)
I haven’t been “tumbling” because I was across the country for 2 weeks. Here’s a clip of my lovely 4th of July with my family in the land of the Buckeyes.
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I’m currently stuck between a rock and a hard place… Or more accurately my money is stuck between one band’s concert and another band’s memorabilia.
Do spend my money to go see an epic Kings of Leon concert (alone) or buy some fantastic merchandise from the lovely Everybody Else?
Dumping on Depp
I listened to grown adults reflect on Johnny Depp today.
They talked about watching Alice in Wonderland and how dark and non-family-friendly it was. Then another man chimed in and discussed how bad Charlie and the Chocolate Factory was. They continued discussing how much they didn’t like Johnny Depp and how they disliked all of his movies that were all so dark.
You don’t have to like Johnny, that’s fine. Next time, though try redirecting your anger on Tim Burton… the director. Those films are Burton’s design not Depp’s.